I feel so lucky to have my mother and step dad and brother to care about me. They're there whenever I need them and I know I can always count on them. To have a sane a great family is a lucky thing to have. They gave me such a great Christmas and such a great life.I've never been hungry and I've always had someone I can count on. Today my mother hugged me and said how happy she was to see me.

Why am I saying this dribble? Well this psycho bitch that took my boyfriend likes to flaunt the fact that she has him trapped in her talons. She follows me all over cyberspace making sure I can't move on and ignore her. Then I realized that I have my family. Something I have that she can't take away. I win in that respect. You can follow me all you want heifer, but you can't take away 29 years of love, family, and memories.  I also remembered that I don't have to hold a guy prisoner to keep him. Love is not a hostage situation. She follows him to work and keeps an eye on everything he does. Why? Because she knows she's too much of a monster to keep him any other way. She uses his kids and his pain against him. The defintion of a bad person is one who enjoys harming others. Keep that in mind folks.

I shall never speak of this again for I will be the bigger person.

Now back to talking about Doctor Who and politics. Who saw the Chrismas speical and who can't wait to see Obama sworn it?

   In my opinion (and I'm not alone here) it seems like Rusty is going to "fix" the ending and give a happier ending for the Doctor and Rose. He promises a "huge plot twist" in the X-mas special, but that could mean for that episode specifically. Even if we get a black jelly bean and find out the Christmas special is pointless like last years, I'm not calling it quits.Not until Rusty leaves and Moffat offically starts dishing out his version of the series. If Jack can have Ianto the Doctor can have Rose. Jack knows he'll out live any lover he has, but he doesn't let it stop him. He knows he's at least got that part of his life where he can look back and say, life is good. The Doctor, in order to be less depressed, needs to understand that too. It would be the only way he could ever become Riversongs' Doctor. Riversong wouldn't match well with emo-Doctor. Chicks like that get bored easily. They don't want some smashed up figure to bring them down and rain on their parade. Rose wants someone to need her. This is why she went so well with the Doctor. If the Doctor can see that despite the loss of his planet, he can be happy again, even if exisits in chapters, he can move on for the next God knows how many years. Then Moffat and whomever else picks the series up, can have a happy Doctor to work with and we can retire this whole "I'm-lonely-I-wanna-die" attitude from the Doctor.

Seriously, how many time do we have to see the Doctor try to kill himself?

Seduff makes the best vids I've ever seen. I can even say that from a professional standpoint. So you wanna see what happened to Rose and Doctor 2.0? Check it out:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWMGR6aJPZc

So I was reading fics as usual(I reckon I've become a fan of the fans) and I noticed the number of smut fics regard Ten and "fill in the blank". The only thing I can figure is that David Tennant is hot and we all wanna screw him. We all wish we were Rose(well maybe before JE) because we want to be the one the Doctor loves. So show of hands, how many of you think DT is hot? 

PS Will be continuing my fic, "the Stray" soon.Although not sure anyone's reading. lol

So everyone is still talking about Moffat and how he shot his mouth off at Comicon. Tsk,tsk, it took you all this long to figure out that he's an asshole with an ego not even Liam Gahallager can hold a candle to? Is he a sexist? I can't say, but it sure as hell seems like it. at least with that comment and the fact that he feels he's too good for Rose Tyler. I get quite ill of men who think they can't allow a woman to get near them. His comment made me ill and I've had a chance to confirm my idea of him all along. He goes on and talks about how every year it was his job to "write the Moffat episode" like we all break our butts to watch his stuff. True some fans do, but it wouldn't have hurt it if he walked off with Mr. Spielburg and never returned. He also seems to have no qualms with pushing everyone aside for his own needs. He would shove Rusty's characters aside (and even the Doctor himself) to create his own story. He even shoved aside Mr. Steven Spielburg so he could do whatever the hell he plans on doing with Doctor who. So,I can honestly say, I'd never date him, nor would I let friends do the same. However, it doesn't look good for Moffat. He's barked out alot about his changes. No companions, all Rusty's characters gone, no Daleks, and the Doctor will be less intellectual and more James Bond. The only ones that are smiling are the classic Who fans that want things back to the way they were. However, will the general public go for it? It doesn't look like it. DW reached epic ratings. Bigger than there had even been. You had an audience of all sorts and critics were singing songs of praise for Russell T. Why? Because it worked. People had characters they could love. The Doctor wasn't this flat creature anymore, we now knew that he was so much  more. We grieved with him and fell  in love with him. It was all so terribly emotional and its sad that its all come to an end. Its sad that Moffat doesn't understand that chemistry and that we'll be getting something less. It will tank the series and I'm afraid s5 is going to be the last series for a long time. I do hope David Tennant has the sense to move on to something else. It would be sad to see him go down with the ship.

I went to see the new X-files movie. It was all such an interesting experience and at some point disappointing. When the X-files originally started, I was in high school. I was a your typical slacker 90s teen. Things were so carefree back then, Clinton was president, there was no 9/11 and they were still telling us that such a thing could never happen. Gas was still $1 and everything was still pretty peachy in the US. The X-files came from the days when we felt like the only thing the government was hiding was evidence of alien life. Yes, we were a bored bunch back then and that wasn't such a bad thing. So, when I went to see the new X-files movie, I was taken back when I saw that the majority of the people in the theater looked about my age. (so strange to watch your generation age.) I was very excited about this movie, I was expecting to go down memory lane and I got that...in small doses. The film wasn't typical X-Files. It was Scully and Mulder After the 90s. We see them living in a time where aliens are no longer our biggest threat and when we first see Mulder, he's unemployed, sitting in the back of their house cutting out articles about bigfoot and UFO sightings. Scully is back to being a doctor, but is the sole bread winner.Don't get me wrong, I love seeing Mulder and Scully as (sort of) married couple. As a teen I remember thinking "why don't they just get it on already?". I loved at least that part. What I didn't like was the anti-climatic theme and watching my teen-hood heroes get old. There were no aliens, just Russians stealing body parts and perhaps working in the news has made me feel like thats nothing new. It really isn't, although the stories we covered, it happens in all sorts of counties. Now I'll admit while the Frankenstein thing is not something we've reported it still wasn't reason enough to make a movie about it. Overall, I loved the movie, but it still could've been more X-files. If we hear anything else of Scully and Mulder (which I hope we do) I hope its a little more exciting and a little less like being reminded that my generation is now getting old.

Title: The Stray

Part: 2 of?
Pairings/Characters: Real!Doctor/Rose, their  daughter Celestia
Spoilers: S1,S2,S3,S4
Rating: PG-13 (I guess)
Summary: Celeste was the child Rose never had a chance to tell the Doctor about.In her teen years, Celeste uses Torchwood to find her real dad. Would the Doctor accept her or send her the way of her mother?
Disclaimer: Don’t own Doctor Who. If I did, the finale would make more sense.

Dedicated to a good friend of mine, Rabid Reanne. The writer of the ever famous Disheveled.

The flames were consuming the the mansion.The staircase, the living-room set once upholstered with red French velvet, now twisted with flames.She was in the corridor, but how?  Glass from unseen directions crashed, the fire and smoke was getting to be too much. She tried shaking the other-dad, he couldn’t be dead. Yet, his body was so limp.His skin was hinted with a greyish-blue.  It was warm, but from the fire she imagined.  A gaping hole was charred through his electric blue suit. His flesh smoldered red and black beneath. She pulled herself from his wieght, rolling him on his back. His eyes were closed and his face so sad. His cheek had been slashed, but there was no bleeding.

He can’t be dead…

Celeste shook him.

“Daddy?!”she squeaked, the smoke was stealing her breath”Wake-up…”

He won’t leave me like this…

Not him…

Please not him…

She tried calling out to her mother, but her voice was stolen by the wieght of her lungs. No, her mother was nowhere near.

Find her…

Suddenly, survival kicked in. She reached into the other-dad’s pocket of inside of his blazer. She found his sonic screwdriver. The one he made to match the one her real-father had. It wasn’t what she was looking for, but it was something she definetly needed. She reached into his outer pocket and found it, the strange brass watch that never opened.It was so tarnished it didn’t eevn shine. It had the look of an oddity found in a box at a yard sale. It had always been a mystery to her why he kept it, but it was something he always had with him.It was a piece of him she could always hold onto, whenever she wanted to remember what it meant to be safe. A piece of her life she knew was gone.

  It started to tick.

Open it now…

Celeste pushed button and it swung open, the face gleaming a bright gold aura. The other-dad’s mouth opened ever so slightly, as a white mist forced its way out. It plunged right into the watch with such force it almost jumped from her hand . She held on,even though the watch burned her palm.It then snapped shut and the tarnished brass turned silver.

The beams from the staircase gave way,the entire top floor was going to collaspe. The fire and smoke was burning off all the air.

Get out…

Celeste stared at the Other-dad’s body. He had given her so much. The only father she had known since she was a toddler and now he was dead.

Get out now…

There was no time for tears, she had to flee.  The door was only a few feet away, but it seemed so far. Smoke and flames swirled all around. She got down on her belly and began to creep her way out.  She was losing her breath, the smoke and heat was too much.  She had to do it, she had to save herself. Its what her mother would’ve done. No Tyler ever waited for death.  She made her way to the door and noticed the dog  flap. She quietly praised Jackie for insisting on keeping it in the event she could talk Pete into getting a dog. Celeste squeeze her way through and then rolled into the porch.  She made a mad dash for the front gate. It was…locked?

“Damned…automatic lock!” she swore, choking from all the smoke.

In the distance she could see Jackie and Pete running towards her. Tony had been lucky, he was away at some posh bording school in Scotland.

Celeste began choking violently she then took one huge gasp of air and breathed out a greenish gold mist. She was able to breathe normally.

“Oh my God!” shreiked Jackie as she threw her arms around her “ My sweet angel are you alright?”

“You’ve regenerated I see.” Said Pete “ Are you alright?”

Regenerated? Had she been dead? Nothing mad sense.

“Where’s mum?” She wept.

“I don’t know sweetheart…”Pete began to sob. He had never been so affectionate.

“Dad is dead…” she said, tears streamed down her smoke caped face.

“We know.” Said Jackie.

“What happened?”Celeste  asked, Jackie wiped the tears from her face.

“You mean you don’t remember?”Asked Jackie.

So I've been plugging away at my new DW fic and then I started to think about comic books. I was thinking of maybe turning this into an online comic  and distribute it as far as I can to sooth the fans that are still a bit burned by Rusty's teasing. If anyone out there can draw, let me know if you're interested.(D/R shippers espeically) Otherwise its off to deviantart.com. 

In the meantime the second part of the fic is coming soon.